Sweet Revenge
I think personally one of the most painful things in the world is heart break. Sometimes we ask ourselves if the person ever really loves us.
Today is the birthday of a man I so call loved lmao. Its such a joke now looking back. July marked a year since I chose to stop having sex with him, and it also marks a year since I confronted him about using me for sex.
It was very hard for me to do that, but I was so tired of being alone anyway that I figured hey if we never talk again not much will change, and if he changes this is what needed to be said to spark that change. He chose to ignore me after this, but I still said what I had to say which is a 42 year old man was using me, a 25 year old woman for sex, and he clearly did not disagree. Otherwise why the disappearance?
Idk, but I’m glad he’s gone. I know if he contacted me today with the fake niceness his head would probably explode, because I’m either gonna need some money or food, and not really the food. I would like to continue to know the mindset of this individual being that he seems very demented/
Sweet revenge is taking some time to take care of yourself after manipulative heartbreak.
Sweet revenge is dating, and doing all you can to live your dreams, and handle your business.
As the days go on my eyes are just open to what the situation really was, and I am happily seeing other people, and a few of them I really like.
I am so happy that I was able to move on. Its so sad that I thought I never would, and that he did not want me to move on even tho he didn’t like me.
Oh well I’m very happy and trying to embrace these new feelings.