Porn Phobia

 

You guys its official I’m afraid of porn! Ugh so its been about 4 months since I’ve had some peen and the struggle is real but whatever. I decided to turn some porn on and while it does arouse me I feel like it also takes the joy away. Like porn is just mad annoying sometimes.

Ok so when I was done watching the porn I went to sleep and chillllllllllle! I had a freaking pornmare! Omg I thought it was real life. I don’t remember the major details, but I do know multiple men were “raping” me while I was in my dream. I felt like a porn actress it was really horrible. I wanted them to stop, but they wouldn’t and I even wished I was dreaming and I knew I was, but just couldn’t wake up. When I finally woke up a few long dream minutes later I was so relieved. I may be done with the porn for a while guys.

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2 comments

  1. thekatyaevangeline · 27 Days Ago

    I daresay you were watching the wrong type of porn! You might have a much better experience by googling: porn for women, feminist porn, ethical porn and can even look up “couples porn.”
    There are female directors who are filming with a focus on women’s needs, interests and pleasure. You can start with something like “The Liberation of Anna Lee” directed by Jackie St. James. Something like that *shouldn’t* give you nightmares…if it did I would agree that you should steer clear of anything porny!

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    • Stripper Notes · 27 Days Ago

      you may be right because the typlical xnxx or pornhub is just a female disrespect sanctuary and that may be what was causing me fear. I was definitely watching a gang bang and in theory it sounded liberating to be a woman with so much male attention, but it was just poorly directed and no affectionate attention shown towards the woman and that’s what I like. I’m still a little shaken from the dream, but I’ll look that up when I’m ready lol

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