Weed Free – Day 1

Yeserday was a good day. I completed a lot of personal work with a very intelligent friend of mine and I’m proud  of the work that we are doing. I did notice somethings that I cannot ignore however. As you guys know I have struggled severly with low weight issues. I’m talking a 5’6 75 lb 23 year old. I’ve been very wreckless with the amount of weed I’ve Sbeen purchasing and just smoking it up in days. One of my roommates co-workers came over sunday with some fire weed and drinks and I got so blazed with him lol. I think I was a bit out of character, but whatever we were doing drugs lol.

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Lately I’ve been noticing that the weed isn’t doing what it used to for me and lately I feel like its holding me back. I didn’t have any weed at all yesterday and I didn’t eat any food at all either. I actually had bbq sunday & monday morning, but it made me throw up which I was happy about because I don’t like being nauseous. Last night I was so weak all I could do was lay in the bed and watch YouTube videos about weed withdrawls and that gave me much comfort and understanding. I realized exactly what was going on with my body and why I was feeling the way I was.

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The only thing that truly worries me is my apetite. I’m probably 110 at this point and I am afraid to lose weight. I never want to go back to where I was last summer, but I don’t have an apetite right now. The only way I can think to eat is raw vegan, because that’s the only thing my stomach can take right now so Im going to get a watermelon and eat the whole thing and hopefully that gives me some energy. I also drink a crap ton of water.

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Number two for me is insomnia and the shakes. Omg i thought my sleep was just off, but I also used to used weed to sleep which worked too well lol. I’d be tired all day long and wonder why I didn’t get anything done. Then after I was done wondering I’d roll up another blunt. I’m not gonna lie I fee really really crappy right now. I feel like I have no energy and that could be due to the fact that I didn’t eat a thing yesterday and its 9:37 am right now so my body probably needs some fuel. Remember you are reading from a person who’s been diagnosed with anxiety and depression as well. One thing I will say is my mind is already 100% more clear and that’s so worth all the physical agony to me 🙂

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I woke up this mornign with a clear mind and I’m already knocking things out to do! This is blog post #2 for today and I haven’t written in like a week ugh, but I’m back now and better than ever!

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I’m looking around my house right now and there are so many other things for me to do besides smoke weed lol. ttyl guys and stay tuned I already know this is going to be an intersting ride.

I’m on my way to the store right now to pick up a few melons and some ensure ( literally my favorite!) I will keep this weight on! I’m determined! One day you’ll be reading this in book form and saying omg I remember I used to read her blog!

Be back soon 🙂



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