This is going to be a really quick blog, but its on my mind so I’m gonna write it.
First of all there are lots of sexual abuse victims everywhere and I’m sure the strip club is no exception. Even when I was a very small child like 4 or 5 I was exposed to sexual behavior and thought it was normal. My parents have no idea of this either and its not something that’s always floating at the top of my head either its just kind of in the way I am. I say this to say saturday I was at work dancing for this stinky breath fat 50 something year old black man who was bragging about taking his daughter on as shopping spree when he should be bragging about getting her some tutoring in school or something with more substance. I I was stroking his ego making him feel like he did something great when actually I could care less about purchasing children material things. He has a 12 year old daughter and I’m sure he never see’s her, because he also told me he had some Mexican girlfriend and he’s playing daddy with her kids too. Sounds exactly like my dad. The only difference is I stopped asking my dad for money, but I do accept gifts. I just want him to feel how much of an unloved loser he is and he can try to make himself ignore that, but its a fact. The man I was talking to even said he feels as if his daughter doesn’t appreciate the things he does for her and I’m sure they have no real relationship since he thinks a relationship is buying your kids whatever they want.
So it was very busy Saturday, but the men weren’t spending so I had to get it out of them. I ended up dancing for him and I was very shocked that this man was really trying to press his penis up my butt thru his pants. He was complaining that I needed to stop moving because he was going on soft. This is so disgusting to me as I recall what this man said. He said he couldn’t help it because I was so young. Mind you I’m 25, but I look like could be 18. When men lust over how young I am or look this just disgusts me. These are overly full grown middle aged and senior citizen men of all nationalities. I really understand now that strip clubs are a place for the sexually deviant men who want to hide their secret lust for underage women and the “proud fathers” are the most suspicious to me. I know men who have never stepped foot in a strip club so I know all men don’t go, but that still doesn’t mean they aren’t pedophiles at the same time, but some of the strip club pedos are like feigns and most them are alcoholics and drug addicts whether they want to admit it or not. People always wonder how strippers have the mindset that we have which is get whatever you can out of any man even if you don’t like him and have to lie him, because even though he won’t say it he wants to have sex with you and its up to you choose carefully who you lay down with and make it well worth your efforts. I’m sure most women don’t know what to do in these situations and I don’t admittedly didn’t either, but now I do! These pedophiles think the strip club is a place for them to be free, but I’m not a prostitute. Even for those few minutes this guy’s penis against my butt thru his pants disgusts me to the core. That’s how rape victims feel when their selfish disgusting predators rape them. The rapist think’s he should be entitled to a few minutes of this woman against her will and she should get over it because it was just a few minutes. Be careful of selfish people who think that way and show interest in you. They may just want to manipulate you. These selfish pedophiles don’t care if the young women are uncomfortable and this is why I hustle and trick every single man in there. I make him think I’m heaven’s angel then I take their money and disappear in minutes. Even if you aren’t a stripper you should still use this mentality because men don’t change when they leave the strip club they just hide their ways better. They try to put on a perfect face of they have a wife, children (especially children under 18), a successful business and anything else that makes them feel entitled. Some of these fools make $10/hour and think they are entitled to some young girl’s pussy. These men really do think women are not human and just tools and this is exactly why I have zero respect for men who go to the strip club looking to do anything else except be entertained. They deserve to have all their money taken and still be rejected.
Ladies always speak up for yourself even when you feel like its your job to just shut up and be abused and taken advantage of don’t! Speak up all the time when you feel someone is trying to force you into doing something you totally do not want to do. As dancers sometimes the men try to make us feel like you need to do whatever they say do or they won’t give you money, honey there are a million more men who will I guarantee you that and if you settle for the one who violates you, but gives you money you will never find the man truly for you and you will grow to think being sexually taken advantage of by your husband for money and the day you stand up for yourself will be the day he leaves you and you will have yourself to blame because you should have known your worth and never accepted that treatment. People aren’t even ready for relationships at all these days so I recommend fixing yourself before you get in one or find someone who is more than happy to work with you.
Well that’s it for now you guys bye 🙂